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rush me as i walk through the door and kiss me rougher than you know i like and pull my hair and put scratches on my back and put your hands around my neck and bite my bottom lip and just rush rush rush until i beg you to stop and pin me against the wall and just kiss me and pull on my collar until i feel like i'll choke and when i push your hands away push mine behind my back and tell me my place and hurt me hurt me hurt me until i say that i can't take it and tell me i have no choice and kiss me til it burns and stare at me straight in the eye as tears roll down my cheek and hold me for a while until you know i can go on and force me on my knees and do what you do that makes me want to stop breathing and just look down on me and watch my cry and do it until i begin to scream and choke and just break me down to the bits that i am and don't ever stop never never never i just want to be your everything just call me what you call me that makes me start to shiver and do what you do to me just do it til it hurts daddy