thai, but said differently, and saturday night

i rolled it out on the carpet for you. when it comes to me, you can have anything you like. ask me first, but don't let me say no. breathe with me. do whatever you need to do, just don't stop.

(i doubt that i'm asking for too much when all i'm asking is that you give me what i never had, more so what i never believed i'd have, more so what i never believed i wanted, just give it to me, cause i want it and you know it, cause mind games don't phase me, cause every time you ever breathed i breathed along with you )

when hugging me that night was the best thing you've ever done, when looking at me and winking was the hardest thing you ever did, when whispering over that loud music shocked us both, and when i grabbed your wrist and felt your pulse and felt that your blood was pumping through your veins in sync with mine, i wanted to rush you just as hard as you later rushed me.

(i'll take it, no return to sender, no refund, no return for store credit, i'll take you as you are, and when you break, i'll fix you, because i love you, and because you're the one i picked, as you are, and it's all i ever wanted. you're what breathes life into me when my oxygen fails, yet at the same time you take my breath away.)